Fucked up. I hate to have bad feelings. Esp towards family.
And I hate the fact that we’re not talking anymore, i miss you friend. I have this thought that we’re going to be more than friends actually.LOL. Im so lame. But hey, you ran , and hide. And I can’t do anything to fix the situation.
I had such a bad day with bad bad feelings recently. Im so stressed. I hope i can get thru all of this. fuck my life.